Pregnancy Emotions

Time for a sappy post. I’ve always been an emotional person. I cry, I laugh loud, I wear my heart on my sleeve for sure. It’s who I am. I’ve lost friends because of it, I’ve gained friends because of it. Pregnancy has been an eye opening emotional journey that has really opened my eyes up to what is important! I’m bringing a life into this world that I’m in charge of with my husband. That’s crazy, scary, nerve racking and exciting all at once. My priorities have completely changed. I’m no longer focused on trying to make sure I please everyone else, I could care less if you don’t like me, I’ve learned that the ones who are meant to be in your life will stick around and support and help you while you are going through this crazy stage of your life. They will understand your crazy mood swings, they will laugh with you and at you. Cuz hey, this stuff has been comical too! (Just ask me my main worry when I sneeze lol) I’ve learned to surround myself with the people who push me and I make sure that I’m always there to push them when they need it. Let’s be honest, people disappear when you find out you are pregnant. You are now the friend who won’t go out as much as you used to, you have to save up for this financial change and some days you just feel like sh#%. I’ve had a few friends I thought were some of my best friends that have completely disappeared. But I’m not losing sleep because there’s something bigger going on. Im bringing my future baby boy into this world! He lights up my days more than anyone could! And he’s not even here yet! When I’m feeling awful, all he has to do is kick and toss around and my smile lights up.

I’m about to have a baby boy! I’m about to bring a child into this world with my best friend. I don’t know what I would do without drake through all of this. He’s my rock, he has been amazing and he makes me happy everyday with the little things he does. Yes, he’s got some sympathy pregnancy symptoms and it makes me giggle daily. I swear, I have acid reflux, and he does too! We were meant to do this together. I love him and I love how he lights up when he sees baby Bazzle kick in my belly or feels him move around. He gets into it all. The registry, the baby appliances, the doctor’s appointments, and so much more! He’s spending time with me and doing nothing while we can. He’s supportive and loving. I’m one very lucky girl and our baby is the real lucky one! I can’t wait to see our little man in my big man’s arms! I love you Drake Bazzle. You, me, baby Bazzle, Tatum and Bella… We’re in this together and I am truly blessed. That’s all that matters to me right now! I can’t wait to be mommy and hug my little man! Life is good! Mommy to be, Kelly B